I'm turning twenty two in august, and yet i still feel as youthful as ever. Might not be such a good thing after all, since im expected to be more mature, responsible, reactive and whatnots. Somehow my mind refuses to grow up, as much as i want to. When you are young, you do not give a care in the world. You can laugh and make fun of stupid things and nothing matters to you. But love, it means everything to you and you think you are so deeply in love. You desperately want things to work, and you think youre gonna have his babies. How nice it was and is to be young, dont you think?

I really wonder what goes around in a young person's life now. Some spend their weeknights partying, getting drunk and having fuckfests. Well i wouldnt know coz i was busy jamming and gigging and studying at that age. Why would you wanna get banged by ppl whom youve only met for a mere few seconds? So what if she's hot, has got a nice ass, or humongous fake boobs injected with silicone? Just what is sex to you? You dont have to flaunt it. Sex is an amazing "invention" by God, really. It's when two people intertwine and become one. That's where all the chemistry and bonding all get involved. If you feel awkward and if your mind is thinking of that fella's abs when youre making out, then sorry, youre a fucking asshole. Dont just concentrate on my ass or my curves. I wanna know how you feel in your heart when youre making love to me.

Im still in search for that something to fill that emptiness. Dont know what's missing, but im not that eager to find out either. Maybe i just need a holiday or some kinda adrenaline to shake me up a bit. Which reminds me.. Mum's going to Japan on the first week of April. Lucky woman. She gets to feast on airplane food while i get stuck with eating expired sandwiches at work. I swear im so gonna go on a holiday once ive saved enough for my bike. I remember when i was a kid, my family went to Gold Coast Australia. On the plane, kids were given free toys and stuff. (Sorry, arcade electronic games were not yet installed on such flights.) I had like this old school popular game called "Mastermind" i think. This "mastermind" would come up with a 6 digit color code and we're given a few tries to break the code. It's kinda cool. Something like battleship. Kids are so lucky balls..

Am gonna have my nap now. Gdnite.

I'm turning twenty two in august, and yet i still feel as youthful as ever. Might not be such a good thing after all, since im expected to be more mature, responsible, reactive and whatnots. Somehow my mind refuses to grow up, as much as i want to. When you are young, you do not give a care in the world. You can laugh and make fun of stupid things and nothing matters to you. But love, it means everything to you and you think you are so deeply in love. You desperately want things to work, and you think youre gonna have his babies. How nice it was and is to be young, dont you think?

I really wonder what goes around in a young person's life now. Some spend their weeknights partying, getting drunk and having fuckfests. Well i wouldnt know coz i was busy jamming and gigging and studying at that age. Why would you wanna get banged by ppl whom youve only met for a mere few seconds? So what if she's hot, has got a nice ass, or humongous fake boobs injected with silicone? Just what is sex to you? You dont have to flaunt it. Sex is an amazing "invention" by God, really. It's when two people intertwine and become one. That's where all the chemistry and bonding all get involved. If you feel awkward and if your mind is thinking of that fella's abs when youre making out, then sorry, youre a fucking asshole. Dont just concentrate on my ass or my curves. I wanna know how you feel in your heart when youre making love to me.

Im still in search for that something to fill that emptiness. Dont know what's missing, but im not that eager to find out either. Maybe i just need a holiday or some kinda adrenaline to shake me up a bit. Which reminds me.. Mum's going to Japan on the first week of April. Lucky woman. She gets to feast on airplane food while i get stuck with eating expired sandwiches at work. I swear im so gonna go on a holiday once ive saved enough for my bike. I remember when i was a kid, my family went to Gold Coast Australia. On the plane, kids were given free toys and stuff. (Sorry, arcade electronic games were not yet installed on such flights.) I had like this old school popular game called "Mastermind" i think. This "mastermind" would come up with a 6 digit color code and we're given a few tries to break the code. It's kinda cool. Something like battleship. Kids are so lucky balls..

Am gonna have my nap now. Gdnite.